As if my challenges with three teenagers isn't enough.... lately I have been rocked by perimenopause mood changing symptoms.... the kind that make pms seem like the good old days. I am only relieved by the 'hot flashes' that dampen the back of my neck, relieved because this additional symptom makes me realize that maybe the vision I have of my relationships that are nearest and dearest to me, aren't really as bad and ungrateful as they honestly seem at the time.
My judgement feels so off, and I take the smallest comment all the way to heart, as if each word spoken by others, or even an expression offered up, feels like a relationship defining moment. Over sensitive, and I mean REALLY oversensitive...... thats me.
I almost completely reeled off on a saleswoman who mentioned her earrings would " complete my outfit", how dare her!!!! My outfit would have been completely ruined by her ridiculous, self serving, styleless suggestion!!! Luckily I was able to squelch my misplaced rage at her mere suggestion, but it did make me realize I needed to go home and put myself to bed!!! I did this not only for my benefit but all of those poor souls around me!!!
I wonder when it will be safe to come out?
wishing you love and joy as you style your life!
thanks for stopping by
p.s. I sure would love to hear form anyone with similar situations, hint.... I'm really hoping this just doesn't happen to me???