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I Feel Life

This post might be a bit visually jarring
compared to my usual.
It's a little more real life than fab outfits 
but it's so much more me.
By my age I know that life comes with
hard and beautiful
so many times on the same day.
Being closer to the exit sign than the entrance
gives me so much more 
appreciation for 

Yesterday Jeff and I went back to the cemetery
to pack up all the Christmas decorations.
We walked around afterwards like we usually do these days.
By now with three of my family there 
I've come to see the beauty within the cemetery.
It also feels like a club I belong to now.
Walking around I'm not filled with grief
as much as 
reverence for life
empathy for the others who have suffered losses of loved ones.

After our walk 
I always feel compelled to go to the ocean.
It's where I always feel the most grounded
part of something so much bigger than what I can see.

We walk on the pier.
I feel life.

I feel all the beauty and heartache
all at once.
But most of all
I feel love.

I feel love and gratitude 
for all of the life I've lived.

Sending out so much love 
to you
my dear friends.

As always

I wish you love and joy
as you style your life


  1. Beautiful thoughts put into words.

    1. Thank you so much for reading and your sweet comment!

  2. This was such a great, happy post, Tamera! And your hair looks so cute in that cap!

    1. Thank you so much for visiting here and your sweet words!